OMG

Two weeks left in Japan!!!

It has definitely been too fast.

I want to stay.

I want to influence these kids more.

I want to see my church rebuild and reconnect to the community and revive this city.

But I also don't want to stay.

I don't want to feel like I should be doing much more for what I am paid.

I don't want to risk getting sick and tired of this place before I leave.

I don't want to keep doing something that's not really related to the career path I'm thinking of having.

I don't want to be stuck out here in the sticks without a drivers' license and have my mobility depend on other people.

I'm in a big bundle of emotional contradictions...